I..I don't know.

I am so sad right now. My mom sets me up with this great guy and what do I do, I screw it all up. He deserves someone much better than me. I will continue to pray for him no matter what. God sees I have hurt him, and he will send him another girl. I know he will.

My Views on the World

As I study and read on my own time outside of school, I have come to realize that tolerance is needed around the world. We live in a country that is afraid to stand up and defend people that are being cruelly treated and killed just for being different. Our country doesn't even know the meaning of peace when so many people are screaming for it. But why don't we pay attention. The answer: We are scared. We are scared to stand out and be difference for once because our society is practically brain-washing we to be just like everyone else and NOT to be different, which is pretty idiotic. Half of the US doesn't even know how to stand up for others or practically themselves because they are too concerned about what others will think of them. Tolerance is needed so much around the world, because as I type this, there is a national genocide occurring in the Sudan (Darfur) and yet we sit here and there and do nothing about it. It makes me sick to see how the people in that country are killing others just because they are different. Don't forget Armenia, Rwanda, The Holocaust, Tiananmen Square, Bosnia, Cambodia, and many others. Sometimes, I may come off as that I don't care about what goes on around me, but really, I do. I strive so much to tell my friends about ALL the goes on around the world, the different genocides and ask them if they will help me promote world peace and tolerance. What do I get: "I can't do it" or "I don't have time" or "What is genocide?" I am so determined to become a peace activist because I want the ENTIRE world to know Hello...There are people dying in the world today and we are standing around doing nothing. Let's get up and fight for what's right. I may sound a little bit over-bearing with this, but hey. It's my passion in life to do this (besides music) and I am going to get as many people as I can to stand by and help me let others know and even my own student body at my school know the atrocities that happened or are going on when we don't pay attention. Just think...If we could do something about this and stop all this hate and violence...Do you think that genocides will have ever happened?